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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

On a comeback

I started blogging couple of yrs back, and was regular at it.
Then I got a domain as per my name, and shifted to it. After some time, I became very irregular there and almost stopped writing for it. Till some times back, when I wished to restart it again, that I found that my new blog has been infected.So, thought of coming back to the old one and continue.So its been a see-sawing with blogs all this while.
Lets see if I can restart blogging and come back to those good ol days this time.

So, today when I tried to give life to this dormant blog, did I realize how much has changed in life for me. My marital status changed, my interests have changed, so does music, movies, or books for that matter.My reading habits has gone bad to worse.I loved TV earlier too, but now I can categorize myself as a 'couch potato', and that too sitting in US, i dont leave Indian telly (thanks to piracy).
Somewhere, my personal life has taken priority, and it should be so, I dont repent it. But I feel its high time to strike a balance and get going.
I have become swht too relaxed and easy going, wandering aimlessly, just flowing with the wind.
Its blissful no doubt, but some wake up call is necessary, and the best bet is if I turn the tables before the bell actually rings.
Coz life is like a sine wave.The journey to crest is always good, but one must be aware of the trough.The higher the crest, the lower the trough will be. But if one is prepared enof to handle it, the sine wave takes a detour to become erratic and loses its nature.Its all in our hands I feel.
But all this while I was away, I have grown as a person, met my responsibilities for the new stage in life, and have been happy to have done all this to my best.There have been real tough times, but am happy that I tided all of them along, not alone but now with a companion.

I wish to 'reclaim my life' and do much more.
Have started on this journey, lets c how much time I'll take, or how far I need to go.

Cheers,
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Friday, July 14, 2006

Redirection

My blog has shifted place.
Please use the following link to view my updated blog.

www.anshulseth.com



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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wayanad Escapades

Me n some of my frenz hv been thinking abt how 2 spend the new year's eve. As it was after a long time tht v 3 (me, aps n pops) were together, n also tht pops was going 2 get married very soon.
December was an expensive month for me, n so i was even ready 2 spend the day on a beer watching Doordarshan (forget abt Sony, Star etc.).So, initially both Aps (Apurva) n Pops (Rishi) were damn excited abt the thing, n was even thinking of going 2 Goa. Tht idea was shelved coz of some inputs from others, who told tht Goa wud b very crowded at this time, n also to some extent by each of our financial situations. Then v were thinking of going 2 Ooty, but as Aps had been there, v again had 2 find a new place. Somehow, this place called Wayanad cropped up from nowhere, n v zeroed on it. One week b4 the new year was spent exploring the place on the net, making good use of our company's resources. But there was one problem, v cudnt book a hotel b4hand as evrythg was full. I was getting scared as i had faced some hotel blues at some other tourist place. But aps n pops were so enthusiastic tht i had to aquiesce.

Aps had already booked a taxi from Mysore, n me n pops had 2 join him from Bangalore. V reached on friday night, n called quits much earlier n much more moderately tht day than v normally do on fridays.
Next morning was quite early, with just 4 hrs of sleep. Aps had already bought all the eatables n drinks earlier, so v packed evrthg n went ahead. The first stop was for Sunrise, which was captured in my cell n pops new cam. V then stopped for a pretty costly breakfast joint, n had the usual Southie diet. Around 9, v reached the Muthunga WildLife Sanctuary. V were told tht it is the biggest wildlife sanctuary in Kerala, n a must for visitors. But our taxi cudnt go inside, n v hv to hire local Jeeps. After some deliberations, v agreed 2 it, though it was costly. There was some commotion at the ticket counter, as the person had a fee for sthg tht was not listed down on govt.'s rate chart. Neway, just not 2 spoil the mood, v started. For some time, v cudnt c a single animal or bird. V had a driver n his comical assistant accompanying us. The first thing they showed us was a wild cock. God knows wht they thot abt us. But after sometime, v saw some deers, n v promptly captured them in our cams. This was the first good group of animals v had seen. V did some photography there. But either luck eluded us or as it is there were no animals in the forest. On asking abt elephants, the helper always gave the answer tht he has just passed this place. It was like tht Champak joke of a drawing where the cow had just grazed. I was quite enthu, n decided 2 stand at the Jeep's side 2 get a better view, but tht resulted in me hvg a morning breakfast of min. 2 kgs. of mud. V almost turned brown after the end of the jungle. So, it was tough luck for us there. Ppl can visit this place but only when they hv plenty of time, n they r ready 2 not c many animals. Its ur call.

Neway, the next stop was Eddakal Caves, close to a place called Sultan Bathery. Our taxi had to stop at the base, n v needed 2 walk the stretch, not too much. Some jeeps also ferry ppl up n down, v decided 2 walk. In btw, v got 2 hv some pineapples soaked in chillies, new dish tht tasted 2 good. So, v reached the starting point, where carrying video cams inside was 2 costly, so v avoided tht. After our bad experience at sanctuary, v were scared of wasting money. There were many ppl there, one group of highly hap young college crowds, which were talking abt PS2 n Goblet of Fire. Aps tried 2 become friendly with some gals, n he was reprimanded badly. V ppl noted down the school's name, so tht v can use it for future use (u-no-wht-i-mean). The trekking of caves seemed swht difficult, n v finally reached the caves. One good part was tht there were volunteers all along who were helping ppl along. Eddakal means one rock, n perhaps got its name from the one rock hanging btw many. God knows wht will happen in a earthquake, but it seemed safe. There were volunteer guides also, who explained 2 us all the details of the cave, including the engravings done by some tribes. V really flummoxed the guide by putting up such questions that ended in "null pointer exception" from his side. Outside the caves was a scenic view, n v did a lot of photography. Pops had carried his cam without paying the fees (dirty tangent).There was a person showing diff. places from his telescope. V got 2 c an elephant rock, the phantom rock. The rock structure is really fantastic, n it looked like an elephant is sitting with knees bent. He also showed us a hut structure telling us tht some tribesmen lived in it, which sounded highly unlikely. Neway, v headed back, had some more pineapples, some soda water. Aps n pops were after me coz of some girl in whom aps seemed more interested than me. V headed back through the jeep, n then did some shopping of spices, tea etc.

V then headed towards the Banasura Dam, which is still under construction, or is perhaps kept under wraps. There was no connecting road leading 2 dam, n our driver refused 2 spoil the tyres of his new car. So, i went walking, took a pic n decided 2 head back. This place can b best avoided by ppl, nothing much of note.

Next v headed 2 the Menmutty Waterfalls. N believe me, this is one place which will change the way u approach life, at least i felt like tht. V reached the place in time, n was told like earlier, tht our car can't go up, so v have 2 walk. V took some clothes, towels n headed towards it. In btw, v met local ppl, some extremely talented kids, n a local chap who was the caretaker. He told us tht waterfall is really good, but the approach is 3 kms. into the mountains n is risky. As none of us understood wht RISKY meant, v went ahead, also there was a group of 6-7 guys ahead of us. V saw a family returning back, n asked them abt the waterfall, they had returned without visiting it.v had no idea of wht laid ahead. Sooner, the things started getting scary, the only earth v cud walk was a few inches wide, no footsteps 2 follow, one slip n u meet death thousands of feet down. Its like the Lakshya Movie types. V still went ahead as v were on an adventurous trip, n none of us have such an attitude of not finishing things off once v hv started. The group ahead of us started growing thinner with ppl giving up in btw. Things were getting scarier with each passing step. Once v had 2 cross only on a log of wood. Imagine, me standing thousands of feet up just on a log of wood, one slip n BYE BYE. Our energy levels were dropping n i was sweating profusely. After some toil we finally reached the waterfall, n believe me it was the best thing i had seen in my life, n in fact i had not toiled hard for nething tht much. So, the sense of accomplishment was adding to the feast. V quickly took off our clothes, n carefully went in. Pops avoided it due to some holy baba's saying. So, he was busy with pics. Aps n me really enjoyed in the falls, it was really difficult to gaze at it straightaway. After all this, I was so tired tht the very thot of going back was sickening. My legs were giving away. Slowly we started back with the other group, but now i was losing breath regularly. At one stage, i almost slipped but for aps who saved me. In btw, v had butter milk also. V reached the top finally n were totally drained 2 visit nething else.So, v started towards looking for a resort. But b4 i leave this place, i shud say this shud b a "must visit" place for ne1 who visits Wayanad, n also has the guts 2 make it. Girls can best avoid this(not sounding MC).We headed forward via the beautiful tea gardens, accompanied by the handycam recordings, touching personal lives.

We then headed to Vythiri to find a resort. We went toward Pooket Lake but it was closed, n so v had 2 go back 2 our resort. It was an expensive place, n looked deserted, with few families chipping in. Somehow v settled there, n were told tht v'll hv a buffet, a tribal dance n camp fire at night. I really made the life of the room-boy miserable by making him run for unending errands. So, v had a few shots in the night b4 v headed for the dinner, n the camp fire. Food was ok, but very spicy, but as v were damn hungry, it tasted real good. V went 2 hv a look at the tribal dance, n camp fire, but it turned out 2 b dud. Some local poor ppl were dancing in a trance on the terrace, round a fire. It did not interest us much. N v started waiting for the clock to strike 0000 hrs. We exchanged pleasantries at the midnight hr., n as we all were tired decided 2 call it a day. V slept after some pillow talk.

Our enthu pops did not sleep perhaps, busy with his wud-b on phone, n so had the privilege to c the sunrise, which was damn good(I made it out from pics).V started late n had a sumptuous brunch at the resort, n then headed for the lake. V took a row-boat for boating, though aps was more interested in kay-kaying. After a lot of photography skills, v decided 2 move, not b4 some shopping of local things like honey, spices, ayurvedic medicines. Pooket Lake has a shop for all these purposes.

V then headed to the Sunrise point named Lakkidi. It was good view from the top. V added a bit of ice-creams to enjoy the scenic beauty. V then headed to c the Chain Tree, where it is said at some point of time a spirit was hanged to death. The next stop was at a bamboo factory, as aps n pops were much interested in looking at showpieces for their home. I just went along. We reached the Oravu factory in Kalpetta, where we didn't find much stuff, as it was a training ground. They asked us to visit the showroom at Kalpetta. We went there but din find much stuff. So, we decided to cut short n head back, so tht v can start back to Bglr. in time. Coming back v talked abt the yrs. passed by, our latest crushes, affairs , all the senti stuff.

So, tht was our trip to Wayanad. I wud suggest ne adventurist to visit this place, esp. the waterfalls. It is also not expensive, n is much more worth than visiting a disc or a pub in city like Bglr.

All in all, it was wht Dil Chahta Hai.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

The Oscar Paheli

So, Paheli has been chosen to represent India at Oscars. Though I haven't seen the movie, but the storyline, star cast n reviews make me feel it must b a real good one.
Even then, I feel for 'Black', such a beautiful movie, with some spirited performances, would have done much better. Anyhow, I am not a film critic, so hope the people at the helm must be knowing better.
But I don't wish to discuss which of the above two movies is better.But that, why does an Indian film don't win an oscar. Is it some apartheid, some lobbying that keeps us away, or is it poor movies themselves.
Indian movie industry, or bollywood, is now a much mature industry, and is shelling out much better stuff than b4, though the viewers psyche has contributed to this change to a large extent.
People have started accepting a wide range of things ranging from gay-lesbian relationships to polygamy.So, why does we can't produce one movie in the whole year, or for that matter whole decade, that is simply outstanding by the Oscar standard, and has that unique storyline.
There are so many people involved in the industry, so many people who have worked on the bigger stage than bollywood, fine actors, directors etc etc. Along with that we have the previlige of shelling out regional movies, which simply widens our range.
There may be a lot of reasons to our failure.
But I feel we really need to take this issue seriously, get some foreign directors if required.
In a sense, try 2 find a formula which makes Hollywood the success it is.
The bar has to be raised, no doubt, but with that some active lobbying is also required.
We should try 2 put some efforts in this direction also, 'coz its said these awards are decided more under closed walls than under the influence of an open audience.
Oscar is one stage which gives credibility to the art, in a sense our industry will be recognized once it becomes a regular feature at these occassions.
Some start has to be made, and some movies made esp. to cater to such tastes.
Black was an effort in the same direction. Unluckily, it didn't get chosen in the end.
Let's hope Paheli does the trick for India.
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Monday, September 26, 2005

The Great Indian Cricket Show

Cricket is religion in India. Ppl may b illiterate or may not know country's PM or Prez, but they surely know abt cricket, n how India is faring.That is the reason the current spat between Indian coach Greg Chappell, and Indian captain Sourav Ganguly has taken so many inches of media space.
Since last 2 days, since that vituperative e-mail went public, media is losing no stone unturned and is coming up with their weirdest predictions about the outcome.Whatever be the result, Indian cricket has suffered a blow at least for now, and it will take some time and a brave will n effort to resurrect it.
Since the time Sourav Ganguly or Dada, as he is affectionately called, has taken hold of Indian cricket, it has seen the crest and the troughs in the history of Indian cricket, crests being reaching the World Cup 2003, and some miraculous wins like that of Natwest; and trough being the sad jinx of losing in the finals, which has still not stopped.
What brought this fluctuation, or is it normal, as every one cannot have the best of times all the time. It started with World Cup 2003 final, when India lost out due to some over enthusiasm or say lack of professionalism.Team started losing in one final after another, and it started to lose the charm it had, the charisma it had built with so much effort. It was no surprise that Team India was getting sick, and so was its captain. Ganguly lost his flamboyance with the bat, and was reduced to look pedestrian in every outing to the crease. It not only affected his morale, but indirectly contributed to team’s low. The writing was on the wall, but Ganguly and many other chieftains turned a Nelson’s eye to it.

They refused to see what was pretty evident to a kid in India. Some changes needs to be done.
Every time India lost, it was swept under the carpet saying team is going through a lean phase and it will soon recover.In between, they did get to win a few matches here and there, which allowed them to stick to their being deaf and dumb.

When Team India ran out of sorts, they tried to find a solution by not addressing the disease, but by changing the doc.So, with much fanfare, Greg Chappell was brought in, and everybody thought for a second that the problems will vanish by themselves. Greg, being a professional and a successful captain himself, saw the cause in just a matter of a few series.What he wrote in his report is now public fodder. And it may/ may not be substantiated by facts, but it looks to some extent, the bitter truth.
Senior players in India have always persisted with their places in the team, even if they don’t perform. Why don’t they understand that competitive sports is not won by emotions, but by competency and performance.The bowlers will not bowl slow to Tendulkar in later years, just becoz he had been a great batsmen.
If these players would have been in some other country, their career would have been far over.
It is just in country like India where Celebrity worship is given importance over accountability.

If a captain says, he has no clue to why India is losing in finals, it shows that he has completely run out of ideas, and to use Cheppell’s words “mentally or emotionally unfit to lead the side”.
Some accountability is required in any profession if one wants to be successful, n tht is wht Greg is trying to instill in the Indian team. As it is said old habits die hard, so is with these senior players.They are so used to being in their comfort zones, that they are not ready to accept any change in the status quo.For that, they can go to any limits. I would not be surprised if even some others like Laxman, Tendulkar lend their voices to Ganguly, coz if sthg happens 2 him now, it will b just a precedent for what might follow in their case.

So, Mr. Ganguly, if u really love ur country, if u love Indian cricket, if u hv ne respect for the fans’ sentiments, n if u don’t want urself to face the ignominy in later months for much worse than this,plz , for God’s sake, find a new profession.


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Friday, September 16, 2005

India's Software Industry: Myth Vs Reality

I was going to give a background to the IT industry first but I think i'll do it sometimes later.Before that, let me delve on some of the myths about the Software industry, and try to use my first-hand experience to bring out the truth.

Myth : Its very difficult to get a job in the IT industry.
Reality: Now a days, any body who has passed his SSC can get an entry. Recruitment process is soon becoming a mockery, and people are even getting selected on the basis of a single English(yes. English) test.

Myth: The training given at the time of joining is damn tough, and only the good guys survive.
Reality : As it is said, entry level training is like the 9th semester for people. They teach u almost evry tech. under the sun, without making u good at one.
Its the time when people make their GF's, and spread the word of them becoming maharajas, basically doing boasting.

Myth: After training, people are allocated projects based on their performance during training.
Reality : Basically, project allocation is done blindfolded(this is mandatory), unless you have serious contacts.

Myth: One gets to code from day-one of the project.
Reality: Forget about coding, many people don't even get a machine for months. Coding comes to people with good fate lines, rest may be relegated to documentation or similar stuff.

Myth: It is mandatory in IT industry to work long hours.
Reality: Basically, there can be no. of reasons to it.
Many people have nothing else to do, or nowhere else to go except office, so they hang around there.most companies give dinner, so y take pains looking for it outside. People stay back to have dinner.
Then where will u get the free facility to chat , exchange mails all day along.
Then, there is this attitude of people feeling guilty if they not login more than 12 hrs. in office, its like u hv lost a point over ur frenz.
Now, the ones who really stay back due to work, do so because of mismanagement.
There is no work in IT industry that can't be completed within 9-5 , if planned properly.

Myth: Big companies pay well.
Reality: Just raise this issue with one of the guys in his initial years at Big-5, and they will tell u sthg. which will make u cry.Big-5 pay peanuts compared to tier-2 companies.

Myth: You get a chance for onsite based on ur performance offshore.
Reality: Again a misconception.Those who really get to go based on performance offshore are a drop in a ocean. Most of the guys go onsite becoz of contacts, or just that Lady Luck has shined.

Myth: Software Engineers who go onsite live like kings.
Reality: You got to see it 2 believe it. Firstly, the salary in most cases is not that huge.Then , people go with this attitude of saving like dogs. So , there are cases of people surviving on Diet Coke and $-Mc Burger throughout their trips. They are made to clean utensils, and at times the client even becomes ur nemesis.

Myth: This is the best managed industry right now in India.
Reality: Exactly the opposite.This is the best mismanaged Industry in the country. there is a dearth of managers, and those who are there have no idea of what they do, and how to manage.
It is total commotion, with the reault that their shit is to be cleaned by the junior guys who slog it out.

Myth: There is so much work in IT industry that companies recruit like nething.
Reality: The industry can do with 30% of the current lot. The numbers are stacked just to make them billable, or even just to show a good bench strength.



This is all I could think of as of now.
More talk on software industry later.

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

The Title Blues

Carrying on from the last blog:
Starting a blog comes with its nuances.When I was asked for a name, I thought like giving some time, n coming out with the best name. But all of a sudden this word "Utopia" came 2 my mind, n i decided on it.
So, what is Utopia? For those who are not well versed with the language,in its most common and general meaning, it refers to an imaginary perfect society, that has not existed (yet), or that can never exist because people are unable to reach perfection or endure tyranny forever. It has also been used to describe actual communities founded in attempts to create such a society.
If people remember, in the movie "Matrix", Agent Smith says that the first Matrix was a utopia, but humans disbelieved and rejected it because they "define their reality through misery and suffering." Therefore, the Matrix was redesigned to simulate human civilization with all its suffering. Thus the word goes around, though Matrix has n no. of interpretations.
It is with this thought in mind did I use this name.For people like me, today's world seems like a misnomer, where every day people r getting sucked in the black hole of selfishness n greed.Relationships are losing its meaning n people r tending towards becoming more mechanical, devoid of any feelings.Morals n ethics hv taken a backseat n oneupmanship has taken centrestage.
Though the situation looks pathetic, but still everthing is not lost 'coz there r still some people left who have the guts to raise the cudgels and stand up to all this.Through the means of this forum, I wish to bring together such people on a common platform.I wish to form a community of such like minded people who can then share their thots and find a solution to any trivial issue.
Though the idea and the words may sound pretty preposterous, but I think evry idea sound idiotic n kiddish at start.It is when it raises its head that people eat their words 2 praise it.
Long road, big ambitions, but yes a true spirit n heart full of faith.
Amen.
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